Just sat at the airport

Well I am now sat at the airport and the time is 11:22 pm and my flight isn't until 6:am
I have had a walk around the terminal and there is no one about apart from the cleaner, who keeps giving me odd looks because I am laid on the floor typing this, and I'm not sure if any body is interested but I just did that entire top bit without making a single spelling error, I checked.

so all I have to do now is wait for the check in to open in about 4 and a half hours and Ill be good to go . I have had a chocolate bar and I feel kind of sick from it but I'm sure I'll live.

I have managed to locate the plug sockets so I have a power supply for my computer and I can charge up my phone . in fact its almost like home. just missing the cats and my mother who insists that I call her the second I land over in the USA.

Well the next time I write a post I will be in the USA and happy with My Jenn.
I cant wait

Today is the day

Today is the day that I set off to be with my Jenn.
After been up till about 4 am packing I am now all ready for the trip and am very excited to be with my beautiful Jenn again.

This is where all the hard work pays off.
in about 5 hours I will be catching the train to the airport an then from there to be with my Jenn.
I will be writing a blog every day about what I have been up to. kind of like a journal,

I will be writing one from the airport. I will be waiting there for about 9 hours so lots of time to write something.

I am so sorry to all my readers that I have not been writing half as much as I should. I have been so very busy with work, i have been doing 8 and 9 hour shifts and i even pulled a couple of 11 hour shits all so I can be with Jenn.

but I will now be writing a lot more, at least once a day for the next couple of weeks so tune in and give em a read.

At the moment I am just sat in the living room waiting to get in the shower, this is the deep breath before the jump. the quiet before the storm . in a few hours it will be all go go go .
I find my self thinking, have I got everything I need,, did I put my passport in my pocket. did I forget to pack anything?.

all these thoughts keep flying through my mind but I guess that's normal.
all I really have to do now is just get my shower get dressed and charge my phone and I will be ready for the journey.

I feel a bit nervous I get this every time I travel to be with my Jenn. I just want to make sure everything is perfect.

and I just wanted to say to all that read my blogs "Thank you so much for your patients with my lack of writing I promise I will be writing a lot more from now on and reading a lot more also".

Battle against the cold

As I announced in my last post I have been jogging for quite some time now, I love to jog even though I don't feel like jogging some days I always feel better for it after.

I have been used to jogging in quite warm temperatures and my time has been gradually improving and I feel more active and able to do physical exorcises.
But now the temperature has started to drop I am finding it more difficult to run , I feel I am fighting for breath more and my legs are getting tierd a lot quicker.

I still make it the distance and in good time , but I just didn't realise that this would happen. will I have the same struggle when it gets warm again? I find that the major weakness I have while I am jogging is that I think a lot about the speed that I am jogging.
Am I jogging to slow or to fast should I space my footsteps further apart.

Perhaps I should just try not to think and enjoy it.

Catching up

I have been so very busy lately so here is my chance to catch up on what I have been doing with the rest of the world,, or who ever reads my posts.

Over the last few weeks I have been virtually living at work. I have been doing 45 hour weeks. which is very good with me going to see Jenn in just over two weeks now. I am not sure f I have mentioned that I also Jog from work at night so after a 8 or 9 hour shift I jog the 2 miles back to the house which keeps me fit and healthy

I started Jogging about 7 months ago now. I started by Jogging a little at a time and each day I would add a little more distance to my route. I finally decided that I would cap the distance at 2 miles which is the distance from work to my house plus its about 75% up hill and 25% flat and I jog about 4 times a week or every time I work till close.

Apart from that I have been gathering the things I need for my trip to see my Beautiful Jenn.
With Just over two weeks to go now I am Finlay prepared as long as they don't change the flight details again which they have done twice now, but I'm sure everything is set for go.

I am also going to have the great privilege of baptizing my Jenn when I get there which I am very looking forward to , but I must confess I am a little nervous about but I am sure I will do well.

I am also planning to do a daily journal on here of the time I spend with my Jenn so I can look back and remember what we did this time round. There will be lots of pi cures, I always take lots of pictures when I am with Jenn, of places and scenery and of course of my beautiful Jenn. I don't want to miss a single detail.

I know I haven't been writing on here as much as I should but I have just been so very busy. I have been literally coming home to go to bed to get up to go to work but it is all worth it and I will do the work a million times over to be with my Jenn.

Growing up

It was just a few days ago now that I was at work and it was coming close to the end of the night. My niece Naomi came in to the store with her baby, we talked for a while about things in general.
eventually she had to go and just before she left she bought a drink, she came to the counter drink in hand and she got out her purse and handed me the money.

All of a sudden I started to think about how she had grown up, here was this young woman stood in front of me who once was a small child who I used to take to school and look after. I cleaned her knee when she fell over and I helped her with her inhaler when she had to take the medication to help her breath. I used to take her to the park with her sister and we would play for hours.

I just can't believe that she is all grown up now, she has a baby and her own money and a boyfriend. I guess I just have trouble accepting that she will grow up. I always see her as my little niece.

I don't trust politics

If there is one thing I really don't trust in life it would have to be politics.
For as long as I can remember I can't really state one issue that they have made any better, it really just seems to be a downward spiral as far as politics are concerned.

At the moment it is coming to that time of year when the advertisements by the politicians are coming on the TV. they all promise you the world neatly wrapped and exactly how you would want it.

Now there is my problem, for some one who is going to possibly run the country they seem so eager to please and just seem to be saying what people want to hear. for example a lot of them will say "We will bring the soldiers back home" or "We will bring our country out of this recession".Seems to me that a lot of what they did got us in to the recession in the first place.

When was the last time you heard one of them say " I can't promise you but I will try"
They are always making statements of promises that they just can't seem to keep.
I would believe them more if they said I will try rather than making a promise and then when they get their butt in the seat nothing happens.

I'm not saying they are all bad I just don't trust the system that they represent, I quote the old saying "Power is corrupt, and absolute power is absolute corruption".

A true horror story

I can't believe I am telling this story, well should I say I can't believe it actually happened for me to be able to tell you about it. It is so discusting I want to throw up just writing about it.
This one goes right up there with the articles you would read in a magazine.

It happened just last week when I was walking to work. I had been busy all day and had was beginning to feel rather hungry, knowing that I wouldn't get much chance to have a snack at work I decided I would get something to eat before I got there.

There was a small mobile sandwich stall along the way that I had noticed but never actually tried before so I figured I would give it a try. I ordered a ham and cheese salad sandwich my favorite.
I paid the money grabbed the sandwich and continued on my walk to work.

I took a bite of the sandwich and it was bliss. I was walking fast to get to work on time and enjoying my sandwich. I took another bite and it felt like I had a piece of cheese hanging out of my mouth so I felt at my lips and pulled it of my mouth ready to put it back in my mouth.

I looked in my hand and to my horror it wasn't a piece of cheese at all. It was in fact half of a quite big spider. I couldn't believe my eyes that were now watering because I was about to throw up.
I looked inside the rest of the sandwich and the other half of the spider wasn't there.
Yes that's right I had just devoured half a spider with my sandwich. Trying to hold back the sick that was now in my throat I threw the rest of the sandwich in the closest bin and I never went to that sandwich stall again.


EEEEWWWWWW!!!!